I’m gonna do one of those recap things everyone else does

January

I don't remember much aside from being fat and miserable whilst working in the worst internship I've ever had

 not much to say abt January

February

February was boring and miserable, too. I was hoping it'd b better since I had previously bought tickets to the opium antagonist tour. an event in which every member of playboi cartis music label, opium, would perform music together. however, in traditional playboi carti fashion, the antagonist tour was canceled 

(note that from this point forward the topic of the underground rap scene is gonna be a regularly occurring thing within this post.

March 

March was fun because I got to finally preform in a theater production at my school that we had been rehersing since November of 2023. in this theater class a girl who I had know for a long time named layla would befriend me. this would also mark the last theater production I'd be apart of as I was just getting bored of acting

April

April was probably my most important month as it's when I got my infamous forehead dermal as a late 18th birthday present*. 8 months later and I'm still in love with how it looks 🤞🤞

may

may was also important as it marked the ending of my first relationship*. I had been seeing this guy at the time since October of 2023. our relationship started off fine but overtime he became really fucking mean to me so I decided to break up with him. on top of that I suspected he was cheating on me

June

June was when I graduated from high school. my graduation sermony was pretty long and boring.

July (first half)

July was such an unserious time in my life. at the time I was still really depressed and did nothing for the whole month aside from go to my job at the soup kitchen and watch oneyplays. around this time I had befriended a guy by the name of Hector through Instagram. this would be the start of our friendship

July part 2. 

this is where newgrounds comes in. a meme account by the name of "dill cheese" posted this meme referencing newgrounds. when I saw the image my mind was quickly hit with a wave of nostalgia since I was a frequent visitor of newgrounds at a very young age. for whatever reason I hadn't gone on newgrounds in a hot minute. I emidately tried to log into my old newgrounds acc but failed to do so since it was connected to the same email I had during middleschool which I no longer had access to. 

August 

an artist by the name of Loljamie reached out to my on instagram asking if I could make the cover art for one of his new songs. I ended up really liking the art I made for jamie and decided to make a new newgrounds account to post it on as well as a Twitter (this art piece is now long gone btw because I hate it so don't try and look for it lol). from then on me and jamie would hit it off and talk almost every day together.

September 

September was my lowest month yet because I started my first day off college. I was in an English class that started very early and gave out a massive load of work every day. this class was really fucking stressful and as a result of the stress I had a hard time eating and I lost a lot of weight. I was still drawing and posting on newgrounds at the time despite not having any audience. however I met a very kind guy named Oliver through newgrounds and we continue to still talk to each other to this day.

October 

October had its ups and downs I was still drained and stressed out from going to college but I was drawing a lot more now trying to perfect my craft. around the first week of October I posted some alien hominid fan art I made and I think Tom fulp liked and frontpaged it. I was overjoyed from being frontpaged as this was the most success I had seen from posting my art online (despite posting my art for 8 years yeah I know kinda pathetic). on October 22nd I celebrated my 19th birthday too which I don't feel like getting into detail about because it's not that important. I also went to see ken carson preform in concert I don't have many clear pics of him this was the best one I took sorry

November 

November was this was also around when me and Joel became friends. He’s one of the nicest ppl ever

I also participated in Degodraws dbz collab and made This gif of kid goku.

December 

December is when I started my internship to be the lead graphic designer 4 Hyperpop daily and signed up to be in the Newgrounds winterfest hosted by

I feel like December went by super fucking fast so idk what to say about it I'm sorry. 

overall this year has been fine and I'm really fucking glad I've become active in the newgrounds community after being a long time lurker of the website. you guys are gonna see Me a lot more in 2025 trust. Nothing will ever come between me and this community